My life...right now...I should be celebrating...LIFE. I'm healthy...my kids/husband healthy...but yet my dad is not. He is dying and has a few mos to live. So, instead of working on my best friend's 40th montage, I'm actually working on my dad's funeral montage. I hate to even admit it, but I started to do it now, because I know when 'that' times comes, I will find myself a mess. I know I will NOT want to deal with a montage....the memories. I will have too many other things to 'deal' with, and somehow still be a mom, make my kid's life as normal as possible, yet have them understand that their pop-pop is in heaven.
SO, I have the photo's uploaded...and I had to find the right song...and today, being off from the snow storm, I sat in my bed while the kids played. So, as I was sifting thru ideas, I ran across Josh Groban...I instantly zeroed in on one particular song...I listened to it, and it was perfect...after I hit 'play', the tears rolled....I literally lost it. The words were just right! TG my husband was home, and somehow knew to come ck on me, and there I was, sobbing while listening to this amazing song...he just hugged me thru the rest of the song!!! But, it's the one...the right one!!!! TO WHERE YOU ARE. Here is a 30 second clip (then you can click on the title name and hear it in full):